Archive | March, 2009

I Want YOU

19 Mar
I feel so tortured right now!!!
I have this weird craving for preserved fruits, or ‘assam’ as I call it, all the time.
Sometimes I crave for it so much, I’ll just drive to the Summit USJ cause there is a stall there that sells my favourite assam.
But now that I’m in uni, I cannot just go to Summit to get it!!!
And I’m craving for it badly!!!
They should have delivery for assam, or something like that.
To satisfy my cravings I look at pictures instead, and imagine…
hmmm…their sweetish sour taste..
…Such torture!!

#1. Not one of my favourites but good enough..

#2. Dried strawberries!!

#3. My version of heaven…well, part of it.. XD

#4. Oh dear assam, will YOU just teleport yourselves here, pleeassee???

Any kind human out there who is willing to deliver assam into UM?


19 Mar
Tuesday, 17th March 2009
I was sleeping since 2 pm, shortly after lunch as I was having a really bad flu. I went ‘unconscious’ for about 3 and half hours later, and checked my phone, as usual. There was a message from a friend at about 3 pm asking if I had handed in the form yet. The application form to be PM.

Then, I replied,

“No, was sleeping since 2”

He replied shortly after that,

“Today last day le. Now go send la.”

I hesitated for a while. I thought about the reasons for me to not sign up immediately and replied,

“Nevermind le, office also close edi…”

He sent back,

“Tmr u try pass up again c can or not la.”

Then I started thinking again.

What if I really let this go? Will I look back and regret next time?

I felt this heavy, uncomfortable feeling inside almost at once. I quickly changed and went to the office downstairs. Fortunately, though it was close, one of the committees that was in charged of this PM intake was there so I handed it to her instead.

I feel so relieved.

I still think that this opportunity only comes in university and as for me, since I’m doing a 3 year programme, I only have this one chance to be a PM.

BFFs, I’m sorry. I will try to meet up when ever I get the chance to do so, if I am selected.

I promise.

How True!!!

15 Mar

Another post for today cause I just did a personality test and OMG, damn freaking accurate.


Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don’t like conflict. Because you’re so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you. (Hehe!)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don’t judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren’t necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people’s eyes. (Hmm.. Maybe looks aren’t really that important.. But cannot be too fugly lah, wth)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren’t interested in wasting time with people you don’t really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. (haha.. Explains why my previous relationships don’t last that long..)

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. (Yup!)

The right job for you:
You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don’t ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you. (Better to take care of myself than relying on others, making me a burden to them)

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Go try if you’re free!

If Only I Could Turn Back Time…

15 Mar
Those times…
When we sit down and tell lame jokes,
stay up all night just to complete the tasks given,
to live up to expectations,
to keep each other company,
to listen to each other’s complaint,
to console one another,
to lighten the atmosphere,
to keep peace when another yells,
to laugh again when he laughs again,
to waste money on phone bills just to make confirmations,
to learn from mistakes; all part of discovering oneself,
to contribute in making PTH a success…
How I wish I could turn back time and make it stay…


13 Mar
#1. Part of table #73
#2. Pak Koon and I

#3. Our trademark XD

#4. All hyped up

#5. Coll mates

I just saw these pictures in Facebook that were tagged by Belle, goodness!! Ben’s DSLR is really damn cool!!! The pictures all actually look different!!
Anyway, I’m home again which explains why I can update a post with pictures. Had pan mee for lunch and its damn sedap but I’m hungry again now.. *sigh* I’ll put on the weight I lost during the preparations for PTH in no time.
By the way, I got another dillemma at the moment.
My hostel has this kinda thing called ‘Pembantu Mahasiswa’ (PM). What they do is they are sort of like the facilitators for Orientation when the next semester starts.
For some reasons, I feel like joining them. I just think it will be fun, taking care of the juniors and all cause when I just got into 3rd Coll, I had a pretty rough time. If back then I had a PM who was there to help me out, things would have been better. Also, some of the MTs of PTH are signing up.
But, the problem is, I would have to sacrificice my 2 months break. They want the PMs to stay in college for that 2 months to prepare for the Orientation. I’m not so worried about not having time for holiday, in fact I am happier cause I usually put on weight during holidays. But its just that its the only time I get to spend with my BFFs. Especially the one in US.
So how, my dear BFFs? The closing date for PM’s registration is on the 16th this month. I still cannot make up my mind.

Why PTH?

12 Mar

I just thought of getting my feelings all jotted down here so if ever one day I look back and wonder why the hell I did all these, I know where to find the answer.

I’m always saying how busy I am. I really am. Since the second semester started, especially after CNY, my routines have been like this. I go to class during the day, usually I skip the afternoon classes cause I have to settle my PTH’s things then the meetings or preparations all start right after I’m done with my classes. Sometimes, I skip meals because I don’t have the time to find food and eat.

So why am I doing all these?

As of now, I feel happy doing them.

The people I work with, especially the MT’s (Higher Board of Directors) are great people. We certainly bonded a lot after PTH and now that it’s done, we feel rather weird to be so free out of a sudden and empty that we are no longer spending time together anymore. We spent a few nights together doing the opening ceremony’s gimmick. Though we were all exhausted, we cracked some pretty lame jokes and did some nonsense stuffs we won’t do when we’re with other people.

PTH is really a good memory from my university life that I doubt I can forget anytime soon now. Sad that its all done and over now, but glad that it was such a great success.

Of Roses, Dresses and A Drunk Friend

3 Mar
Last Friday (27th February ’09) I had a pretty memorable night.

It was my college’s so called biggest event, MAK which stands for Malam Anugerah Kurshiah. Well, Kurshiah is my college’s name and so Malam Anugerah Kurshiah is an event whereby they award students from my college who did a good job at something, may it be academics wise or college’s projects.

So, obviously I wasn’t one of the award recipients. BUT…..

I know, to most of you its no big deal but its my first time receiving flowers, ok! 11 roses in total, a bouquet of 8 was given by my ‘chi mui’s’ (Louise, Belle, Mandy, Elen, Pak Koon and Ah Chai) who realized I was pretty down lately, one from my beloved room mate!, one from a good friend and coursemate and one from an unknown sender. Before you guys start making assumptions that my whole point of telling is to let people know I got a secret admirer or something, let me just explain. I was and is still thrilled because these people send me gifts just because they want to make me happy or show a little gesture of appreciation. Means, I am not annoying people around me. Hehe!

#1. I really didn’t see them coming.. XD

#2. Pak Koon, Me, Mandy and Ah Chai

#3. Belle, Jia Wen, Miko, LOoO and I
#4. Mandy, Khar Khee and I
#5. Alan, Me, Belle, Loo

#6. 3rd Coll’s Lengchai and I
#7. Us

#8. Elen, Chian Ming, Ang and the three of us

After MAK, I met up with the guys to celebrate Danny’s 21st. We were supposed to go to MOS but apparently our booking burnt or something so we ended up at Republic. I guess I don’t have to tell also you guys expected we were all on the same mission, which was to get Danny drunk. HAHA! Not easy, I tell you. That fella can drink, so about 8 of us gang up and played this drinking game with him. Along the way, we cheated and kept adding liquor to his drink so finally, he went down. HAHA! Before that, he let all, and I mean ALL his dinner out. Super gross I tell you. Pity those Republic workers. But anyway, Danny did a lot of nonsense stuffs that kept us all laughing especially Aaron. He was the biggest but didn’t even offer to help carry Danny when he could no longer walk. And oh, when Danny was super drunk, we asked him who’s Audrey and he can still answer “My girlfriend”. If you’re reading this Drey, I hope you feel touched! HAHA!

#9. Danny is always happier when he’s drunk

#10. Danny, no longer able to stand, while fixing his pants

After sending Danny home and made sure he’s alright, I went back home. A good sleep at home always make me feel better after a long hectic week.