Questions, questions and more questions.

16 Jul

Sometimes I wonder, am I really doing the right thing?

Or am I really taking the right course?

When people say right, what does that actually mean?

The right course, does it mean I’m studying the field I’m passionate about or does it mean I’m going to graduate and get a secured job after that?

And the things I’m doing now, is it right?

Am I doing what I really like or am I doing it for the conveniences of everyone else’s?

These questions kept pestering me until I couldn’t concentrate in my lectures.

And that’s when I realise, what is the point of getting all these answers?

Does it really matter or what’s important is to get my foot back on track to work towards my goals?

Obviously, to work towards my goal.

So yes, screw those questions. 😀

11 Responses to “Questions, questions and more questions.”

  1. Belle July 16, 2009 at 11:20 pm #

    good for you! haha… when wanna play basketball ah?? i very long never play liao.. must start earlier now.. haha.. like i’m playing for coll pulak…

    • Xin Min July 17, 2009 at 5:49 pm #

      Hehe.. Planning, planning.. Will come up with a date soon to start our practices cause now we’re pretty busy with all the projects, JIK/JTK stuffs. Hehe. Will contact you! =)

  2. adrBL July 17, 2009 at 5:53 pm #

    I may not be the best person to give u any advice lo…but i’ll say a thing or two

    In case u didn’t know, I never did do very very well in my studies…
    BUt other than studies, I did lots of stuff, which I miss doing the most now…At the end of it, just becoz all I did wasn’t on paper(like a degree) , it felt kinda useless…haih..but in a way i dun regret doing all the good things i did in UM…

    For me, wat for study so hard in something u’re not passionate about???Don’t get influenced pula la har…

    Wat I learned from my interviews is that u must at least have a plan or how do u see urself in a few years time…they want to see ur goals and interests…
    Again, I failed to identify mine for a long time..Even now, I’m still seeking but I did choose IT/computer to be my aim. That’s why I’m going to Dell to for my attachment and hope to get a full time position. I’m changing field so I thank God for this chance to learn la…

    U’re on the right track…mix around..build ur network(as many like to say)…and keep ur CGPA above 3.00(which I failed to do la..lolz). If can get higher why not?

    Haahaha…sounds like ah gong pula…lolz

    • Xin Min July 18, 2009 at 7:01 pm #

      I always wanted to tell you this and this may seemed really random but Adrian, did you know you’re one person that I look up to in UM, 3rd specifically? =)

      I always think it’s a great thing and it must be something you have in you that enables you to mix around with juniors, not by one or two but even three years difference and you don’t show that “I’m senior, you’re junior” thingy. Sad to say, I’m not doing it as well as you.

      Haha. I don’t know what’s the point of telling and it’s kinda irrelevant but just felt like saying it suddenly. Haha.

      I’m trying to get my CGPA higher, dean’s list if possible. Well, a girl can always dream, right? =)

      Thanks for the advice! All the best to you with Dell! Come back and visit us whenever you’re free aite!!

      • adrBL July 18, 2009 at 7:52 pm #

        Thx…

        Aiya..it’s still early la…U’re a senior for 2 weeks nia…

        Just continue to be urself and change in watever area u feel u should. It’s good to have frens to help u coz u can’t see sometimes…

        Anyway, you’re clearly better off than many ppl coz U REALISE “u’re not doing it as well as I did”
        ..lolz…wah..as if la i did so much…malu lah…
        I think u can do a far better job….
        U’re humble enuf…better than others who don’t realise and are proud…
        U’ll be a senior in ur own special way la…

        Go with ur dream girl!!! Don’t be lazy like me..haha

        BUt, it will get tough when u wanna join activities, mix around and also study…I think u should be smarter and more “kiasu” than me la…hehe

      • Xin Min July 18, 2009 at 10:48 pm #

        Haha.. That’s the problem.. Only senior for two weeks and there are bad remarks coming from juniors about me edi.. Sad right. 😦

        But that’s me, I guess. Sometimes I make it a little obvious when I’m annoyed or I’m in a not-so-good-mood. Heh.

        You are really a great senior! You’re one of those I really enjoy chatting with cause conversations with you make a lot of sense all the time and you always seemed to have the rational, fair and logic answer to questions others don’t have.

        So yes, it’s fun chatting with you and it’s a wonder why you’re single till today despite spending 4 years in a college with so many many the banyak girls. Heh!

        And I don’t think I’m smarter. More ‘kiasu’, maybe. :p

  3. weekenglalala July 19, 2009 at 1:05 am #

    abl always say same things de…
    but minmin dun worry.. though u gimme not so good 1st impression.. but it turns out diff later on…
    im sure junior will c ur lovely side soon…

    • Xin Min July 19, 2009 at 10:29 am #

      Weekeng: Not so good first impression?? What first impression I gave you?? Haha! Hope so.. I didn’t know I got a ‘lovely’ side btw, but thanks a lot for dropping by! =)

      • adrBL July 19, 2009 at 2:44 pm #

        Wat weekeng says is true la…
        For some ppl it takes time for others to be comfortable with them…

        I’m sure many juniors were (maybe still are) afraid of me coz I dun smile much…
        My first impression isn’t very good everywhere i go…

        It’s a wonder and blessing for me to get many nice friends and juniors at 3rd…

  4. weekenglalala July 25, 2009 at 12:21 am #

    hehe… act adrian shud not be single all these years..
    but i think he needs a christian-minded n not materialistic gf..
    since UM so many gila luxury girls like, so adrian single lo..
    i remember min min write in magazine ”some1 who earns more than me”

    *pondering*… =p

    • Xin Min July 25, 2009 at 8:53 pm #

      Eh. That was just something funny (to me) I thought of in a few minutes. Takkan lah I go write, “caring, loving, responsible, yadda yadda”. Hahaha! Why everyone remember what others wrote in the book one? I don’t even remember mine if you guys don’t bring it up. Hehe!

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