Where is My Light?

21 Jul

It’s really surprising that I can update something when I’m already back in the university cause the line’s been pretty unstable and my laptop just decided to fail on me. 😦

But oh wells, shouldn’t complain too much cause I got a lot of other things to rant about here!

I’ve always been really optimistic with the things or happenings around me.

Really, I just somehow would think of a way to convince myself, it really isn’t that bad actually.

But first thing when I got back to the uni, there were problems with the room registrations.

End up I got to stay at the dorm – 6 in a room.

And surprising enough, I actually kind of like it cause I always prefer to have more room mates.

BUT the dorm was used as a store room during the break, which means it was in a total mess and filthy dirty!

Louise and I dragged everything out and managed to clean the room in two nights.

And I consider that as a beginning to my hostel life, my final year in the hostel.

I was telling myself I’m going to miss this when I graduate. You know, just trying to be a little optimistic.

Then all the dramas and chaos in college just got to start lah.

Memorandums, new administrators, no water supply, rat problem, etc etc…

Last night, I asked Louise, my dear room mate in between my tears and sobs, where is the positive side?

I obviously didn’t just cry over the water supply and rats, there was something else.

I really stayed up and tried to search for the bright side but I couldn’t.

There really wasn’t anymore light in these cases and perhaps the last and only good news is it’s my final year.

I won’t have to deal with all these anymore in just two more semesters.

Why did things have to turn out this way?

Where has my light gone to?

7 Responses to “Where is My Light?”

  1. huiyee July 22, 2010 at 9:28 am #

    well….since i dunno wats troubling you…der is always d bright side on how u view it…bad things will pass hopefully…though its not surely…but how u view it change d way on how ur days passes my dear…anyway u look cheerful in fac..geng =)

    • Xin Min July 22, 2010 at 9:48 pm #

      Thanks! 🙂 Well, it’s not the people I hang out with at the faculty that is the cause to my unhappiness. No point spoiling everyone’s mood when it’s not related to them, right? Hehe!

  2. huiyee July 25, 2010 at 9:13 pm #

    haha duh…in fac everyone is so full of smiles…n loving to u mar..u so cute… XD

    • Xin Min July 28, 2010 at 5:39 pm #

      *cough cough* What do you mean by I’m cute? According to a dear friend of mine, cute is a very bad word to describe a girl. :p

      • huiyee August 1, 2010 at 9:48 pm #

        haiyo..don think too much on my cute word can anot..its a simple compliment..coz when u smile u look so fresh n CUTE okie..haiyo… XD

  3. jessieloi July 27, 2010 at 8:36 pm #

    You light is hereeeee!

    • Xin Min July 28, 2010 at 5:38 pm #

      Hehehe!! All the way in Penang which explains why it’s ‘dark’ now?? 😀

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