Frustrated Betul!!!

7 Jul

There are so many reasons for me to be frustrated.

Reason #1: I’m still UNEMPLOYED!

9th July is special to me, not just because it has been on the headlines for weeks now, it’s because on that very day I’m officially unemployed for two months.  Two freaking months can you believe it?! For someone who’s been sending resumes out since even before she was having her exams, two months of unemployment, bumming around at home officially pronounces her as useless!


Reason #2: Interviews do not excite me anymore

I used to have a virtual countdown calendar in my head every time I get an interview. I would think of what to wear, do copies of my certificates and bind them nicely then make my mom iron my clothes nicely, study real hard on the company, current issues and everything else then tuck myself in early to get enough sleep. Now I simply take down the time and date then just forget about it until the interview’s the next day! And no, I still don’t feel excited or even nervous about it!!!

#2. Inter-whaaaa?

Reason #3: I have a to-fetch-who timetable now

Closely linked to reason #1, I am now the official driver of the house! I have a number of specific time in the day that I will have to fetch whom and settle what chores. Started out as a somewhat temporary replacement for my Dad, I think I just made it to a permanent one now. Well, this one is not so frustrating because it somehow makes me feel productive.

#3. =D

Okay so scratch reason #3,

Reason #3 (new): I am now at the Grandmaster rank in Tetris Battle

Also closely linked to Reason #1, I resort to playing games on Facebook just to pass time almost everyday! And because I’ve been playing so frequently I’ve moved up ranks in Tetris Battle till I cannot win those challengers anymore. They’re like computerized Gods of Tetris Battle (wait, are they?), they can continuously send lines after lines then make you KO then KO again. =.= And I don’t want to lose my rankings so I eventually stopped playing.

Reason #4: Running out of things to do to pass time

Because I hate losing, I stop playing. And when I don’t play, I have really nothing else to do.


Reason #5: No $$$

No work = no income = money in purse only decreases and will become zero in no time. Simplest equation to make just anyone frustrated.


Reason #6: I cannot make the hula hoop stay for more than 5 rounds.

I even resorted to the rattan hula hoop that weighs like at least a kilo or two and attempt to play with it to lose some weight. No, I do not know how to handle hula hoops and no thanks to my stupidity got myself patches of blues and blacks. But on a brighter note I feel like I at least triggered some muscles at the stomach area because it hurts like mad now whenever I use them ie. when laughing. This is what the Chinese call, ‘lo lei sui’

Reason #7: The Nokia antique died on me

Friends always say my handphone is like my heart beat. True story, I didn’t make that up myself. When my SE failed to respond, I was grateful to have a Nokia as replacement. The antique I got only had two functions that well, basically served all my needs – that is to call and SMS. And Nokia being Nokia, their keypads are something worth crediting. I had no problem SMS-ing four pages long SMS because it was so fun and easy to type with. Then one day, that antique decided to not respond to its charger and switched to its ‘Test Mode’. That was what that’s written on the display.

#6. Exact same one!

Reason #8: To write a post with pictures, I have to actually Google them

Yes, pictures from this post are all from my good friend Google. I think I’m beginning to rely on him too much now. When Dad suggested KFC for lunch because his colleagues said there was a new promotion, I Googled to confirm if there was really such a promotion immediately. But Google told me “No, don’t have” so our KFC lunch tak jadi.

This is how bored and frustrated I am now with life. I am always praying for good news but it’s always just semi-good ones – calls to tell that I’ve passed this stage, I can go to the next one instead of calls that actually offer me a permanent job. Not that I’m complaining but really, I’m just disappointed with myself.

Two months. That’s much longer than what I’ve prepared myself for.


Oh well, fingers crossed that I’ll get ONE WHOLE good news soon! 🙂

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